The first fresh, perfumed scents of
spring were in the air. Inside the Hypo Conference Centre (multi-story
convention hall) in Zagreb, Croatia, the atmosphere was electric as the
august assembly of one thousand distinguished Sai devotees from
throughout Europe, the U.K., the U.S., and elsewhere, took their seats
about 7:45 a.m. on April 22, 2015. It was to be a twelve-hour day of
riveting events. Two hundred people had been turned away and it was
rumored that some determined souls had nevertheless slipped into the
hallway outside the convention hall to try to hear what would be
transpiring.
Like ravenous honey bees,
constantly-arriving devotees were preparing their “landing-approaches”
to return to the nectarous Heart of the Avatar, Invisible or not! The
simple yet elegant stage was set with His regal chair, hand-made, and
flanked with white floral arrangements, an amethyst geode and other
large crystals, for the imminent entry of the Lord and His Team. A
life-sized photo of Baba in an orange robe formed the centerpiece of the
stage and film footage of Sathya Sai played overhead on a super-sized
screen. Below the stage, there was a charming, ingenious living floral
“welcome” sign for the Avatar, about a meter high. The flowers in shades
of red, blue, orange and yellow were arranged (invisibly in pots) for
take-home souvenirs later. The sign said “Swami, we love you.”
All of the above was easily seen and
mentally recorded since the gracious organizers had led my husband, Jim
Wright, and me, to reserved seats, (where women and men sat separately)
with names attached, in the front of the hall, to our surprise and deep
gratitude. Before long, Vedic chanters, women and men, began perfectly
intoning slokas. My ears perked up. The program was starting! Having
served Sathya Sai Baba for 34 years in various capacities, my
information-gathering collectors were automatically in place, knowing
that I would be plied with questions upon returning home to the U.S.
We’ve always believed that we, who have been fortunate enough to
experience unusual opportunities, travels, and experiences in Sai’s
Work, have a responsibility to share our insights with others. A
blessing for one is a blessing for all.
Since Sai friends would ask many
questions, one must be alert all day, during the twelve-hour event, in
order to faithfully speak and write accurately about this historic day.
They would want to know such things as:
- “What did you feel in your heart when you sat in the venue? Did you
think that Swami was really there, invisibly? How did you know?”
- “What were the vibrations like in the hall and what were the organizers and the attendees like?”
- “Was there unity and harmony in the organization and in the execution of the details of the event?”
- “What were the Sai Team, or Divine Entourage like, in person, and
how did they comport themselves, speak, and interact with each other,
with Baba, and with the audience? What impressed you the most about
them?”
- “How did Sri Madhusudhan, the young adult clairvoyant and
clairaudient former Sai student, comport himself, while translating, and
when at rest? Did he face Baba, or the audience? Did he stand, sit or
kneel during his translation? What was the quality of his voice, his
delivery, his posture, his stance and his overall demeanor? Do you think
that he is an authentic communicator for Sri Sathya Sai Baba?”
- “What did Baba say in His discourses? What was the same in His
divine message and what was new? How was the composition of the audience
the same or different from other audiences in which you have heard His
discourses? Was the audience mostly adults, mostly Westerners? How many
children/students were there? How many women vs. men?”
- “What did the other speakers have to say, and who were they? What
was their authority to speak and what was the quality of their
vibrations and demeanor? Could they have been faking devotion, spiritual
authority, humility, and could they have been part of a grand deception
at this very delicate time in the history of the Avatarhood of Sri
Sathya Sai Baba? Some people, especially those who have enjoyed physical
proximity to Sai have difficulty believing that Sai Baba is really
actively working at Muddenahalli, South India, guiding, directing,
speaking, building, organizing and vigorously taking his Mission forward
with great speed, efficiency and competence, in creating many new
schools, hospitals, dining halls, guest quarters, apartment blocks and
infrastructure throughout the planet, not just in India.”
- “Since you have been blessed with the seva of taking 48 groups of
sick people to India; have been blessed with many interviews; and Swami
has appeared in your house 57 times; and hundreds of times during your
thousands of talks in dozens of countries, how did you discern whether
the Muddenalli phenomenon, the Sai “Sukshma” or Subtle Body, was, in
fact, genuine? Could you have been tricked?”
- “Was there a security guard or team of body guards present to
protect the Sathya Sai Entourage? Where did he/they stand and where did
he/they direct their attention? “
- “Why do you think Swami picked Croatia, of all places, to serve in
such an important capacity as to be one of the main venues for this
global trip, complete with a Speaking Team?”
Pure, High Energy and Unified Hearts
The day that was rapidly unfolding was
destined to be filled with surprises and blessings. For example, the
overall energy quality and intensity level present in the hall, due to
the vibrations of the attendees, was incomparable. It was high, unified
and satvic (spiritually balanced). There were no cross-current,
inharmonic energies to interrupt the serene bliss that pervaded the
venue. In fact, Karla, the organizing coordinator, stressed that Baba is
the violin Master and the devotees are the instruments, through which
He makes music.
Every detail of the event preparation
was executed with love and precision. The Event Staff were extremely
kind, gracious, alert to needs of attendees, and ebullient with joy and
expectation. Croatians are soft-spoken, thoughtful people who have been
devastated by a war in 1991, yet who have bounced back in spiritual
triumph with humility and open hearts. Perhaps Swami chose Croatia
because of the mature hearts of the devotees. Croatian women are strong,
strong women! Perhaps they will be future models for the rest of us.
Unusual Nature of the Audience
Unlike most audiences to whom Sathya Sai
has spoken where devotees have been present, the Croatian audience was
comprised of Western adults, primarily from Europe. They have been tried
in the fires of war, financial deprivation, hunger, unemployment and
climate changes. They have been chastened and softened, prepared for New
Work.
Impressions of the Sai Speaking Team
Finally the “entry moment” of the Avatar
and Team arrived. They fairly blazed with Light as they walked through
the black cotton double-curtain from behind the stage, arrayed in
sparkling white outfits, all different, yet harmonious. Sri Madhusudhan,
referred to by most as Madhu for short, looked handsome, shy and
boyish, with down-cast eyes, as he followed Baba up to the stage.
Dynamic, forty-ish Sri Ravi Kasturi,
Sai’s enormously talented Team Organizer and Envoy, who has the energy
of triplets and the charm of Krishna, did not sit with the Team, but
magically kept things moving behind stage – regarding the lunch
arrangements and directing the unobtrusive, brown-uniformed security
guard (who stood with crossed arms in front of the crowd to the right of
Baba’s chair, at ground level). (I wonder how Ravi explained his
protective duties to the security guard? In other words, the Guest of
Honor will be invisible!) Sri Ravi is like a combination of a
fast-moving sprite, a circus ring-leader, a Master of Ceremonies, a
Field Marshall, and the ultimate Body Guard, all in one. He engages
everyone in the heart and yet you know he means business and is not to
be trifled with.
The first speaker was Isaac Tigrett, the
venerable white-haired, bearded, distinguished-looking founder of the
Hard Rock Café chain and the House of Blues cafes, (plus countless other
enterprises). His tall, imposing figure was matched by his charisma and
his obvious adoration of the Avatar. His opening comments acknowledged
the very high Shakti-energy of the unusual crowd. “This crowd has the
highest energy of any group we’ve visited so far,” he said. Of the
thousand people in attendance, there were perhaps 950 women and about
fifty men and boys, including a handful of children!
Mr. Tigrett indicated that a New Day has
dawned wherein the Avatar will require us to live and to serve in our
hearts, not our heads. His morning and afternoon talks were galvanizing
in exhorting the audience to make their lives count in the service of
God and suffering humanity. Hardly anyone was breathing when “Tiger,” as
he is called by Baba, relayed how he had once asked the Master why he,
Isaac, had been born into such a wealthy, influential but cold, distant
and tragically dysfunctional family. “To soften your heart, Tigrett,”
was the answer. He was fondly and enthusiastically received and
appreciated by all, as a wise Elder or older uncle.
White-haired Sri Narasimha Murthy, the
warden of the Sri Sathya Sai School at Muddenahalli, who is tall,
strongly-built and imposing, looked resplendent in his long stylish
kurta and matching pants. His love of and devotion to Sathya Sai is
obvious and his presentations moved the audience deeply. Sri Murthy,
much maligned (unfairly and unfortunately), due to his formidable task
and position in the Next Chapter of Sai’s Mission), seemed to display a
combination of inner softness and exterior strength which impressed this
writer greatly. She melted when she observed his tender, motherly
interactions with toddlers during the three-hour noon break later. He
has an excellent memory for names, events, and processes, and makes
everyone feel acknowledged and special, as Baba does with such ease,
grace and facility. When slender, fluid Sri Sreenivas, the very
appealing and accomplished physician, ambassador-for- Sai, and speaker
extraordinaire, finished his two intimate talks, there was hardly a dry
eye each time. His self-effacing, somewhat shy demeanor captivated his
listeners and his message caught them even more: “Make use of this
experience, this lifetime, this relationship with Swami! You’ve been
chosen – now do something with this opportunity!” His heart-oriented
motivational skills are an example, we feel, of those leadership
abilities which will be expressed by Sai leaders in the future.
Spiritual Experiences
During the morning session, I saw, to my
surprise and delight, Isaac Tigrett’s subtle body get up from his chair
to the left of the stage, facing the audience, and move through the
rows of women Vedic chanters while his physical body was still sitting
in the chair! Like a kindly grand-father, he lovingly bent over and
blessed/tapped the top of each woman’s head, in appreciation for their
chanting and their high vibrations. Another woman said that she had seen
Baba leave His chair and bless/pat every one of the 1,000 attendees on
the head!
Indeed, it felt to this writer as if He had planted a vibrant blue-white Seed of Renewed-Purpose-and-Resolve in each of us.
At Last – Swami and Sri Madhusudhan Naidu
Finally the time came for Sri Madhu to
begin the translation of the Morning Divine Discourse of His Holiness
(my term, for newcomers), Purna-Avatar (God, Creator of the Cosmos) Sri
Sathya Sai Baba, also known to His 23 million devotees of all faiths as
“Swami,” Master. “How would Brother Madhu sound?” I wondered. Would he
do the same outstanding job of translation of Baba’s discourses that we
have enjoyed over the years via such elevating and electrifying
translators as the late author and translator, Professor N. Kasturi, or
Dr. (professor) Anil Kumar?
Brother Madhu, if I may take such
liberties as to refer to him thus, knelt down to the audience’s right of
Baba’s chair. He started by saying that Swami was seated in the chair
and was wearing an orange-colored robe like the one in the center of the
stage. He is a soft-spoken “communicator” who is the soul of humility,
decorum, and propriety. (Later that day I heard a new friend, Petar,
say, “There’s no way that guy could have faked that Divine Discourse!”
We agreed.)
Discernment Regarding the Discourse Delivery of Sri Madhusudhan Naidu
Before the Sai Darshan and Divine
Discourse in Croatia, various friends ruminated over how they would know
for sure, if given the chance, that Brother Madhu were the “genuine
article,” the “real deal,” the “authentic diamond” and not a clever
facsimile. In essence, their base-line requirements for the counterfeit
detection of a person of integrity who was playing the current role of
the “communicator/translator” (not medium, not channel, not guru) for the Invisible Subtle Form of Sathya Sai would be these:
- He would be himself, simply, and would not try to copy Professor
Kasturi, Dr. Anil Kumar, or anyone else. He would have his own unique
style of translation and his own personality and way of doing things
while in that role.
- He would be humble and would not “grand-stand,” “show-boat” (grab attention to himself over Swami) or display any hubris.
- The communicator would faithfully translate the message, without
additions or deletions, especially regarding the content of the Avatar’s
message and mission. Baba’s foundational and historic values, the
Sanathana Dharma, would be woven throughout, like a golden thread,
under-lying His latest message to devotees.
- There would be no awkward pauses and delays, but a straightforward delivery of the message. No nonsense.
- There would be, in other words, instantaneous translation, without undue deliberation.
- Brother Madhu would preferably have a satvic (pure, pleasant) voice, not a harsh, raucous one.
- The force and speed of Baba’s characteristic conveyance of His ideas would be the same.
- The unmistakable vigor, wisdom and clarity of Sai’s ideas would be present.
Sri Madhusudhan Naidu met and exceeded
all of our expectations and qualifications. In fact, he seems so devoid
of “stage personality” while translating (which is a good thing, in this
writer’s opinion), as to be almost a slide transparency through which
the Avatar can clearly work. He is certainly not dull in his vibration,
but seems devoid of pomp and drama, and more angelic than most males one
encounters outside of ashrams and monasteries.
Several times this writer saw Sathya Sai
in His chair, intermittently, and was thrilled. The vibration of Baba
was unmistakable, and yet it contained, for this writer, a new resolve,
intent and nuances that we had not experienced in the past, either in
Discourses, in dreams, in interviews or in His numerous Divine
apparitions to us. To sum up, it seems from the various talks that it is
high time that we devotees grow up! He’ll not be coddling us in the
same ways as before, where we played the roles of wily beggars and He
played the role of Santa Clause. He is expecting us, in this Next
Chapter, to step into our Divinity and to be, as He has said, “like
ministering Angels to humanity.” As divine sons and daughters, we have
enormous work to do!”
The Question and Answer Period – An Intimate Experience
People in all of the Sai Darshan venues
have, apparently, had similar questions about whether or not to belong
to the (currently upheaved and in transition) Sai Organization (search
your heart); how to see and to hear Swami (practice listening within);
and when we’ll have more Sai schools (when the teachers have become like
Swami, loving adults that children can trust).
The excellent sound system (due to the
very accomplished sound engineer) allowed each attendee to experience
Swami’s answers as if he/she were in a personal interview, since most
devotees have only heard Swami’s singing voice or His ringing orator’s
voice, addressing a crowd of thousands, or His internal Voice in dreams.
His answers to questioners at the Sai Darshan were soft, sweet and to
the point. We could feel the Love, Wisdom and Force of His meaning.
Personal Confirmations
During the lunch break between morning
and afternoon discourses, when my husband and I were (undeservedly, we
thought) treated to lunch with the Sai Team, Swami spoke to me three
times, via Brother Madhu. Since we have not been to Muddenahalli, nor
had we previously interacted with the Sai Team, there is no way that Sri
Madhusudhan could have known certain things. He was simply repeating
what Baba was conveying. Further, as proof of Swami’s Presence, Baba
manifested a breath-taking, diamond-encrusted medallion of a standing
Sai Baba, in a gold setting, for the excellent translator, a humble
doctor, which the physician showed to me, backstage.
Our Mission and an Intriguing Dream
As the turning-point day in Sai’s new
chapter came to an end, we marveled at how masterfully-organized the
entire event had been, in every detail. A Sai dream of the night before
flickered in my memory. In the dream, Baba had said to me and a group of
women working on a Sai project, “Very soon I’m going to be doing some
exciting things. Are you going to be ready to drop everything, pretty
soon, when I say, ‘One-two-three, ready set-
go, come where I am’?” Without missing a beat, we all said, in unison, “Of course, Swami! There’s only You!”
“Good!” He said. “Pretty soon, you’ll all be able to see Me!”
In conclusion, the messages of the
Speaking Team and of Sathya Sai seemed, on the whole, to hint of
exciting times to come, in which all devotees will be exhorted to move
up in consciousness, to deepen in awareness and inner attunement, and to
live more consistently in love, praise and gratitude. That is what it
will take, surely, as together we commit to unbroken unity in order to
bring forth the long-prophesied New Golden Age of Peace and Plenty,
wherein we demonstrate the Godly qualities of the Avatar: humility,
discipline, compassion, selfless service, joy, and the Five Human Values
of peace, Truth, love, right conduct, and non-violence, the timeless
qualities which sustain life on Earth – The Sanathana Dharma. Now our lives are His Message and our moment-to-moment, sincere selfless Love – extended to alleviate human suffering- is our divine
mission! May we pass every test on the pathless Path and stay
established in God-Consciousness, happily serving Him in others until
our last breath!
Ms. Connie Shaw is the author of “Wake Up Laughing: My Miraculous Life with Sai Baba.”